She was Just a Kid.

She was only five, when she knows the man in her life who used to love her, protect her and adore her, left her for another girl.

She was only seven when she knows she has to parent her mother.

She was only ten when she knows shes the emotional dumpster for her mother.

She was only eleven when she knows she needs to achieve something in order to be loved.

She was only twelve when she knows she’ll never be someone’s number one. She constantly putting everyone before her.

She was only thirteen when she knows she needs to be okay to be alone.

She was only fifteen when she believed she don’t deserve to be loved.

She was only eighteen when she knows shes alone in this life, she has no one to depend on.

She was only nineteen when she tried her best to fill the void in her chest.

She was only twenty when she put too much alcohol in her stomach just to calm the demon in her brain.

She was only twenty-two when she learns to minimize her feeling.

She was only twenty-five when she can't even feel feeling

 

Now shes twenty-seven and she has never been a kid in her life.

I do really hope she can cope her feeling safely. She deserves a good life. And shes still learning to receive love. I know God give her, her best live waiting for her.