Okay

Okay, so the big question is, am I really love him, or am I just obsessed and having “bad” attachment with him? Because wtf, I don’t want to see him anymore, but at the same time, I need his validation. It’s not healthy right? I said something like this because I haven’t see my therapist for at least in three months.

 

I knew the answear, it’s just that sometimes, I miss him, really.

 

No. no, I think I miss the projected version of him, not the real him. Ahh, good talk, byeee.

 

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