Dang!!! What have I told y’all about my ability to keep my routine???? Day two and I'm like….SIKEEE hahaha. Id like to say sorry to myself for being this unusefull. Huhu so can we just pretend that I'm religiously write this challenge everyday? Good. Lets get started.
A memory. There’s a lot of things in my mind right now if we’re talking about memory. But the most memorable thing in my life is the moment before my grandpa died. He was the most passionate person I’ve ever met, and he was so ambitious, he was so smart, too bad he was the fisrt born child, he has to earn money the get his younger brother and sister going to school.
When I think about it, I feel like he's the only one who loves me in the household. And is the heardest thing to process, karena Mbah Kakung meninggal tepat seminggu sebelum UAN, disitu hancurnya berkeping-keping, ngerjain soal UN aja sampe nangis-nangis ditanyai sama guru jaganya T.T I was having a pretty hard depression, like.. I really cant go to church, cuz it remainds me of him, even writing this I got teary. Idk man, I just miss him so much, I want to meet him, I really want to take him go to jembatan UGM. He was the biggest extrovert I ever known, like he always want to see people.
I miss going to retret and he was crying because he thinks I was going to leave the house forever. I miss having someone that really care about me. Now just a bunch of people who only care if I'm making money or not. Man…. I miss him ☹
Well, I think that’s the most memorable memory that I think about right now.. what abot you?
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